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Mixed Up in a Corner

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Confusion in every direction
Lies dripping from their still-warm fingertips
Dying faith in myself
In my heart
Is the only flow through my sleeping veins

Ever felt like you didn\'t know
Which way to turn next?
What the heck could be behind
Door No. Two... ?
Feel the stress of time pressing on your
Poor body
Once so strong, but now
So lost in the shuffle

--Reason is illogical.--

Feel the heat
Sexuality is so debateable these days
When everything else is
What\'s wrong with homosexuality?
What\'s wrong
With not knowing which you are?

Suddenly it\'s not okay
Not to care
And people throw the proverbial
Rotten food in your face,
Splattered colors across your skin.

Reason is still illogical...
Phobias entry.

For those that can't find my phobias in this, they are:
-Not knowing who/where to turn to in the most desperate of moments
-Having to choose a definitive label for my sexuality. This is probably a big one because, even though I haven't ever done anything with any girls, (or guys for that matter lol) I like the freedom of having the choice to be bisexual/lesbian or straight. I could see myself going either way in the future - doesn't bother me at all. But not having that freedom would be really, really scary.
-My logic and judgement failing me
-being cornered

Yeah... that's it I think

Horns Heart
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alenia's avatar
I totally get that feeling... Then decided I'm bi... Anyway, this is incredibly beautiful.
Lies dripping from their still-warm fingertips
I love that line and description. Very nice.